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Some listeners e-mailed after our 29 JUNE 2008 show ("Witness to the Dark Side") asking that a written testimony from our anonymous guest be placed online, as they had trouble making out the electronically disguised voice.
WITNESS TO THE DARK SIDE
On the June 29th broadcast of “Behind the Paranormal with Paul and Ben Eno,” the guest was a prominent American whose voice was electronically altered to guard identity during his/her testimony about being the victim of a paranormal parasite for over 25 years. Because some listeners had trouble making out the audio because of the disguised voice, we present the guest’s written testimony here.
After show host and 38-year paranormal investigator Paul Eno introduced the subject of “parasites” and explained his theories about what they are, he introduced the anonymous guest (“a prominent figure in American cultural life”), whom he has been working with for over a year.
TESTIMONY:
GUEST: Three decades ago, I visited India with a family friend and heard about a so- called guru named Sathya Sai Baba. Less than a decade later, I returned to India to visit his ashram in Puttaparthi. I was very young and naïve about true evil. I thought that spirituality was about goodness, kindness and helping others. I was very naïve about how much a person would lie to become famous, rich and diabolical, feeding on people’s altruism and the centuries-old myths about religion, God, goodness and the nature of evil. My experience as the result of being in Sai Baba’s presence was so evil that I can barely comprehend how I have survived all of these years. I touched his feet, as was the practice of his devotees, and an evil that is beyond evil descended on me. I have been fighting it for over two decades. It was more evil than my naive concept of Satan or the Devil. During my time on the ashram, a local woman, at 3 a.m. one morning, walked across the ashram yelling loudly that Sai Baba was the devil.
I was just learning how true her words were and will always wonder what happened to her. I have been told by both priests, psychologists and psychiatrists that I have a case of demonic possession or oppression. I have worked with over 10 healers and none of them has been able to rid me of it. (I have heard of one person who went to healer who was able to minimize it.)
One recently was able to lift it enough that I have started to feel some of my original energy. It has been so bad that I have been barely able to walk. I have been sexually assaulted and sodomized by something unseen. I have been stung, burned and been given excruciating pain throughout my body. I have been tortured. I have been beaten, burned, bitten, punched and kicked by something unseen. All of a sudden after I touched Sai Baba’s feet, I was constantly, most of the time, hearing a male voice calling me filthy names, and demanding that I obey it or it would hurt me. It would do so if I did not do what it said.
It attacks me when I have any professional success in my field. It tells me I should not read, think or live anywhere but on the streets, homeless and in rags. It somehow is able to injure me physically. It constantly hits me and berates me if I drop something, cannot find something quickly enough, cannot remember something fast enough, or look for something fast enough. It is constantly mocking me and making fun of me. It fills me with a strong, overwhelming sense of its insane rage and contempt if I feel a sense of affection for anyone, pet or friend. In fact, I was wide awake when I felt a burning sensation on my arm and scratches appeared on both arms.
It even attacked a friend who was not aware of my whole story. She called me to say that she woke up with long scratches on her arms and legs that appeared from nowhere at night.
I have had the following injuries:
A rotation-cuff injury of the shoulder from being forced to fall as I was rushing so quickly to get away from its torment that I fell and injured my shoulder. I have fallen more times than I can count. So far I have not broken anything. I have had a heart murmur develop as a result of the stress, and went into heart failure a number of years ago from the stress and was hospitalized for it. The doctors could not figure out why I had heart failure as I was too young for the problem. Recently, I heard it threatening me with hurting my hands, and as I was pouring a cup of hot water, the boiling water went the wrong way and burned by thumb. The skin is now in the process of falling off.
I have also experienced being threatened with falling down the stairs if I did not wear the clothes it told me to wear. I refused, and I was thrown down two flights of steep stairs by an unseen force. There is an injury to my leg that is still clearly visible after over three years. I am now classified as disabled. It attacks me if I have friends, when I eat a meal, and it attacks at night when I try to sleep. It always attacks before I have guests in my home.
It is constantly trying to merge with my mind, my thoughts, and it feels as if it is lodged in my physical brain as there is a strong sensation of pressure inside my head or a strong sense of a vise-like grip around my head, painfully squeezing it. (Sai Baba was always saying and wrote that the ideal was to merge with him.)
It tries to stop me from thinking critically. There is often a horrible sensation of stinging and slight burning on the surface of my scalp, and sometimes a feeling of electrical energy like static on my scalp and in my hair. It tries to make my body and voice some kind of puppet, trying to force me to do actions against my will, including hurting myself (or trying to make me hurt others) and saying foul things.
It also tries to channel through other people. Many years ago, when this first started, I went to a chiropractor. While he was working on me, he went into a trance and started to hurt me, resulting in dark bruises on my arm. I never went back to him. Once, when I was returning from overseas, a U.S. Customs officer started yelling at me and had to shake his head to snap out of it, after which he was helpful.
I have found some relief recently because Paul Eno suggested that I put holy water on my body (all the chakras). I also sprinkle my bed with holy water (as well as my office) and have finally been able to get a good night’s sleep. I also find that making loud noises, like clapping hands loudly and popping balloons or paper bags, or any unexpected sound, temporarily scares it off.
In my imagination, I am not polite to it, based on the advice of a psychologist who treated people like myself and who had the same or similar condition as the result of meditating and being in Eastern religious groups and going to so-called gurus in India. (I have heard that some Catholics have this problem also.) I imagine punching it back and fighting back with all of my strength. It seems to help me fight it off, although temporarily… but too many times it seems to overwhelm me with sheer malice. It is evil beyond my wildest imagination and the worst horror the movie industry could dream up. It is a criminally insane fiend.
It tries to block and stop anything and everything in my life. It is best that I do not isolate myself from people or do anything that it tells me to do. (It is constantly telling me to commit suicide). I used to have terrible dreams, and when I was on the ashram I had horrible dreams about women being burned to death and had a sense of a horrendously malevolent presence in my room.
Its violence seems to be against creative human thought or existence. It will say to me that I should not help others or, for that matter, use any form of critical thought and make decisions that would allow me to think or vote intelligently. I guess the key term would be “abject, violently focused hate.” It is constantly obsessed with sexual sadism and violence.
After what I have been through, I no longer can hear the word “God” without actually gagging. It is amazing that I am still alive. I know others who have died and know that others have similar torment as a result of being in Sai Baba’s presence. It also affects my memory in terms of it wanting to block me from remembering and telling what it has done to me.
I have had things appear and disappear, like checks, work-related documents and a list of possible recipients of this testimony. It also has caused to disappear essential heart medicine, that could lead to serious consequences if I did not take it. I have had odd noises in my home, such as a rumbling wall, and have recorded unearthly guttural sounds on a tape recorder in my bedroom.
I know of one person who was institutionalized after going to Sai Baba meetings for just two weeks. The individual did not even need to be in his presence to have this horrendous torment descend on him. In order to stay alive and sane, I have had to learn as much as I could about human behavior especially criminal psychopaths and what they demand of their victims. I have read as much as I have been able to find about the true origins of religion. I have also read a great deal about how the human brain functions and how it copes with stress.
I feel there is a strong possibility that there is no God and that when we open ourselves in mediation or prayer, malevolent forces step in to fill the vacuum. They can mimic goodness and fool you. There seems to be no spiritual law as there are various human laws on Earth that restrict and condemn criminal behavior. The spiritual realm seems to be the realm for committing the perfect crime without consequence to the criminal and severe consequences to the victim.
It often will say to me that it has no karma… that only good people have negative karma for all and any imperfections. Perhaps if there is a God, it is malevolent and all suffering is for its amusement. When Sai Baba says he is love and wants people to be good, loving, kind and non-violent, he is setting them up so they cannot fight back. He is, it appears, actually setting a trap to single out the people to mark for demolition. He does ask you to bring to him your worst fears, and the biggest joke is that he says he will protect you. What a laugh. It would be enlightening to see who else has this horrible torment on them. Are they exceptionally good and giving people, or is this a random occurrence that has nothing to do with anything other then one being there?
I understand that being religious often holds the key to the possibility of having this torment and that people who have this are ones who believe strongly in God, expecting it or him/her to be good when the opposite may be the case or there is nothing there and evil fills the void. One may pray constantly or meditate often… and may as a result get this torment, however some children, even infants can be plagued by this, even if temporarily. I know of three such cases.
Sadly, this has been my experience… however I did not encounter this horrific malevolence until I was in the presence of Sathya Sai Baba and read something about him. I read about him in a book by an American psychiatrist who praised him, and later in a book by another American psychiatrist who also praised him. I felt very set up because I trusted their professional judgment. A belief in God or praying to Saint Michael has not helped me or spared me this suffering. It has actually made it worse.
It has been recommended to me to bathe in Epson salts, sea salt or baking soda. I also have been told to put a sea-salt cross under my mattress. One could put it in envelopes to prevent children or pets from being harmed. It was also recommended that I put sea salt in all corners of the rooms in my home and to put blessed wooden crosses over all of my entrances and blessed religious medals on or over all windows and mirrors. In spite of all of this, it is still around… although somewhat less. I now, however, have malevolent manifestations in my home, such as the unexplained appearance of rat poison in a block (see photograph) and in a granulated form on the floor, which could hurt or kill children or pets. I have had these objects photographed and have collected the physical evidence. It has threatened to manifest even worse things in my home if I tell the truth about what has happened to me. It has also severed the wires of my modem to prevent me from using my computer and sending out e-mail.
I know this sounds outrageous, but this is what has happened. I am constantly having computer problems and computer problems mysteriously happen in business matters relating to professional activities. (I have noticed that if I place Bibles on the computer and printer, the interference stops temporarily.)
This thing has actually told me that it would hurt me badly if I told the truth, including attacking me with burning, disfigurement and death. I have had burn holes appear in my cloths, and no one smoked near me. It has recently threatened that if I cook a meal, it would blow up my gas stove and burn me to death.
This is my true experience for the past two-plus decades as a result of going to see Sathya Sai Baba of Puttaparthi, India and attending meetings of his organization.
As mentioned earlier, it often tells me that the only way I can stop the pain is to commit suicide. I, of course, know that that is an absurd lie and have no intention of taking my life. I wonder when I hear that there are suicides associated with him… how many had the situation that I have been faced with for so many years and felt such deep guilt and shame that they could not tell anyone what they were suffering?
I have often noticed that truly evil people do not have this kind of interference, in fact it seems as if they are actually given free rein.
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